tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4267498957455986924.post7489230871760126583..comments2011-03-14T10:34:54.230-04:00Comments on Daniel and Julia: Surgery dayLisahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07240953630100778600noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4267498957455986924.post-81406249540177951442009-09-18T09:16:33.796-04:002009-09-18T09:16:33.796-04:00Thanks. For some reason whenever she's in the ...Thanks. For some reason whenever she's in the hospital I go into ultra-stoic mode...but leaving her in the OR did leave me feeling very vulnerable and emotional. I think the fact that she doesn't understand is what's so hard.Lisahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07240953630100778600noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4267498957455986924.post-82310979312852775122009-09-18T09:03:45.308-04:002009-09-18T09:03:45.308-04:00For the first time, I can say with 100% honest tha...For the first time, I can say with 100% honest that I know exactly how you feel. My son Bennett had his surgery on August 27th. I remember being a bundle of nerves the night before, and then, a sort of calm descended over me in the wee hours because for some reason, that I still will never comprehend, decided that he was going to make me happy for the few hours before the surgery.<br /><br />He laughed and played with me and generally eased my suffering, how amazing was that? It helped a lot.<br /><br />And then, giving him over to the team, saying 'goobye' to him, that was maybe the hardest moment of the morning, I cried a lot. Was very tearful. But then while waiting I was fairly calm, cause there isn't a lot you CAN do.<br /><br />I hope your wait is not a long one, and everything goes according to plan. You are all in my thoughts today.blogzillyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08268388544631653375noreply@blogger.com